Three states - Maya - myself

Let me clarify.
This is not a sequel to Chetan Bagat's Two States.

It is the states which make or mar a (wo)man.
Sathvika - highest state - balanced mind - serene silence
Rajo - medium state - Action anger passion
Tamo - Lowest state - Inaction - dullness

I am tossed between the three states.
perhaps influenced by Maha Maya.

At one moment, Sathvika rules immersing me in the ocean of bliss punctuated by universal love. At this state I love everyone; from the one who has caused me immense trouble to the one who has done everything good. At this state my best friend and worst enemy are no different. They are none other than my SriKrishna.
Like an ocean wave in the sea shore with its high and low

I am tossed to Rajo the very next moment.
Plotting the downfall of a person who did injustice to me, being preoccupied on how to 'fix ' them.

Then to Tamo
with lot of self pity, dejection , depression .......

and again to Satvika or RAjo ......... an eternal cycle of oscillation between the three states.

Thanks to
-Jai Guru Dev Sri Sri Ravishankar
- Voice of Love T T Rangarajan
who keep pushing me / tossing me into Satvik state.